Plateau immobility
I feel as though I’m having what most would refer to as “religious struggles.” When people say “it’s God’s plan” or “He’ll be there for you” I want to scoff in their face. Where the f*ck has he been. There is no way God’s plan for me included this much struggle. It can’t be. I’ve since put it back on, but I didn’t wear my Miraculous Mary medal for awhile. I really hope there’s someone out there looking out for me, whether it’s God or some other power. I have not legitimately prayed in awhile and so I didn’t want to submit high demands. Because of this, I did not pray for a cure - that seemed unreasonable. I asked simply for tomorrow to be better than today. I took mobility for granted. You don’t realize how critical it is - until you can’t. I would do almost anything to be able to independently walk my dog around the block. Or even just walk around the house without my walker. That seems like a reasonable goal. I hope my time isn’t coming to a close. I have so much I w...